The Waiting Room.
Old rooms remain unchanged, but time passes through them differently.
The waiting room is full, but almost no one is really there.
Chairs line the walls. A small table sits in the center with a few magazines stacked unevenly on top. The covers are faded. A thin layer of dust has settled on them — not enough to be obvious, just enough to suggest they’ve been there a long time. No one really reaches for them anymore.
In the corner, an old black television with a rounded screen is mounted near the ceiling. It’s playing a local news station or a random cable channel — it’s hard to tell. The volume is low. Black subtitles crawl across the bottom of the screen in an outdated font, lagging half a second behind the anchor’s mouth.
Everyone else in the room is looking at a screen, but no one is looking at the TV.
Young, old, it doesn’t matter. Necks bent forward. Shoulders slouched. Thumbs moving in small, efficient motions. Each person absorbed in something happening somewhere else, while nothing happens here.
I’ve arrived early, so I have time to wait. I keep my phone in my pocket and try not to take it out. Not as a rule, or a statement — more of an experiment. I want to see what this room feels like without immediately ignoring it.
At first, the minutes don’t collapse the way I expect them to.
Time stretches in an uncomfortable way, like it’s resisting me. I notice the hum of the lights. Someone clears their throat. A notification buzzes softly from across the chairs, and I feel the reflex — that small internal pull to reach for my own screen, to follow it somewhere else.
The urge isn’t dramatic, but it is automatic.
Waiting rooms used to be places where nothing happened, and that was normal. You sat. You waited. You flipped through magazines you didn’t care about. You stared at posters on the wall. You watched the door and wondered when your name would be called.
Sometimes you brought something with you. A book. A handheld game. Something with edges — a beginning and an end. You could make progress. You could finish a task. You could set it down.
You were still waiting. Still aware of where you were. Still inside the room.
Now, waiting feels like something we try to eliminate.
Phones make the escape effortless. There’s no friction anymore, no pause to decide what to do. The moment waiting begins, we disappear into something else. Not even because we’re bored, but because we’ve grown unused to letting time remain unoccupied.
What’s striking isn’t that everyone is on their phone. This is probably one of the most reasonable places to be on it. There’s nothing else to do. The solution makes sense.
What’s striking is how complete the withdrawal is.
No one looks around. No one fidgets. No one seems restless in the old way. The room feels thinner somehow, like everyone has stepped halfway out of it. Time passes, but it doesn’t register. Waiting no longer feels like passing through something — it feels like skipping it entirely.
I start to wonder if I’m the strange one.
Sitting there without a screen begins to feel mildly antisocial, like I’ve misunderstood the rules of the space. Like I’m refusing a convenience everyone else has quietly agreed to accept. The thought crosses my mind that maybe I’m overthinking it. Maybe this is just how things work now.
I take my phone out once, then put it back.
Not because it’s wrong to use it here, but because I want to see what happens when I don’t. After a few minutes, the discomfort fades. Thoughts surface on their own. Small ones at first. Unimportant ones. Then slightly longer ones. Nothing profound — just the feeling of being present with the time instead of racing ahead of it.
The magazines remain untouched.
They’re leftover from a different era, a different assumption about waiting. A time when these rooms weren’t designed to disappear into, but to sit inside. When unoccupied time didn’t need to be optimized, personalized, or entertaining to be tolerable.
Eventually, a name is called. Someone stands up, slips their phone into their pocket, and walks through the door. The room reshapes itself around the remaining chairs. Screens come back out. Heads tilt downward again.
Nothing about this feels dramatic. There’s not a right or wrong way to wait. This is normal. The phones are useful. The boredom is real and the solution makes sense.
But sitting there, watching how easily these small, empty spaces are erased, it’s hard not to notice what disappears along with them.
Not productivity. Not information.
Something quieter.
The feeling of inhabiting time instead of escaping it.
When my name is finally called, I stand up and walk forward. The television keeps playing silently in the corner. The magazines stay where they are — untouched, not because I didn’t notice them, but because they belonged to a kind of waiting I no longer seemed fluent in.


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Okay when I clicked on this post, I wasn't expecting to end up feeling really sad for the television and the magazines 🥹 this made me wonder, if the walls of the waiting room were alive, how might they feel about our "evolution". Also the first few lines made me immediately correct my posture 😂